Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Harry Potter

Ravenclaw
You are a RAVENCLAW!

As a Ravenclaw and as an NFP, you value
imagination, ideas and intelligence. You are
probably somewhat of an individualist and avoid
conforming just for its own sake. You are
insightful and perceptive, and since you are
empathetic and value harmony, you usually try
to avoid conflict. Of course, you may enjoy
participating in heated debates, but only as
long as they remain on an intellectual level
and not a personal level. In general, you are
open-minded and curious, and set high standards
for yourself.


Hogwarts Sorting Hat: Based on Myers-Briggs Personality Typing
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

My Boss is a Prick

So I love almost everyone that I work with. From the owners down, there are great people there...

except one.

David Hogan. He is a horribly sad person, and he takes his anger on the world out on everyone else around him.

Right now I am pretty angry because we just had a small fight, I should be at work now, but left. We do not get along.

Simply put, I don't put up with him treating me like shit. Or other people for that matter. It is wrong, and abuse of power, and I stick up for myself and others.

Things he has done recently:

Brings his girlfriend in and comps all her food

Brings his friends in and comps all their food.

If an employee forgets to bring their own cup, he charges them full price.

He is constantly short in the register, and calls me asking (and I quote) "can you see if it is in your pocket" after I have been gone from work for hours. Implying that I would take money.

When (my favorite) general manager quit, he had to train a new one. He sat down for 2 hours one day, when Brett had no idea what he was doing. And held hands with his girlfriend without getting up for 2 HOURS! We were busy, and needed the help. Poor Brett was too afraid to interrupt to ask questions.

When he has to pick something up from the store. He will not put it away. He will simply set it on the floor (in front of its place) and wait for an employee to do it for him.

There are so many other small things that he does on a daily basis. The list goes on and on...

The problem is: he is a manager. His job is to make a shift run smoothly. To enforce the rules, not break them. Make sure the employees are getting along and that they are being efficient.

Not create more work for them. Say one thing and do another. Follow the rules only when the owner is watching. Make the employees miserable because you are so mean to them.

OK, so what happened today...

After he was short on the money, I wrote in the manager book that the drawer was short (because he had been blaming others, and he was the only one responsible this time). Which he did not like. But the owner needs to know that it has been covered up before. This was the most proffessional way to go about it.

So he was already in a bad mood, because he was caught and did not like it.

I told another employee that I would make them a vanilla latte. So I started making it. She did not ring up the vanilla. (.55 cents). He says to me "are you just giving her free vanilla?" which is an interesting comment coming from the man who gives his girlfriend and friends free food/drinks all the time. And I replied with, "she asked me to make her a vanilla latte, if she did not ring it up, charge her for it. But it might be nice to just give it to her" - she works full time and is one of our hardest working employees. And he replies with "you should not do things that you know you are not supossed to do"

- It is a known fact that he and I do not get along (for the above mentioned reasons. I always call him out on his shit. And the last couple of weeks I have been keeping my mouth shut, not worth the drama. I do not like drama. But I could not hold my tongue on this one...

"like gving Cheryl (his gf) free food evertime she comes in?"

He knew he was caught. The only resonce that he could come up with was "I have the authority to do that" which is not true. A manager gets one free meal per shift. All other times, it is a discount.

Then he said he thought I should go home. Which I agreed to.

He is such a self serving asshole. He is rude to customers, and to employees and I do not like him.

When he is in the room, I can feel my chest tighten.

So we shall see what happens on Monday. I am sure we will have a meeting with Al, and I will not like it.

All I have to say, is that Karma is a bitch, he is going to continue to live a miserable life if he keeps treating people the way he treats them now.

Friday, November 25, 2005

Life is weird right now.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

There's something sexy about the rain....

Emotions are so weird.

It is amazing to me how fast they can change, and how intense they can be.

Your entire being changes, and morphs, you are no longer rational, or in control. Its scary.

And great.

could you imagine life without emotion?

Whats the point?

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Can't turn it off....

What have I done today?
worked 6 hours, class for 3 hours, hour long nap, cooked a little dinner, and am now writing 4 papers.... yes 4. you heard it... 4...

welcome to the suck.

I really liked Jarhead. It was so beautifully shot. Not hard to do with Jake as your lead, but in all honesty Roger Deakins did an amazing job...

It got cold today. Which is weird, because yesterday morning it was in the 70's. Welcome to Texas. I can't wait till LA.

I have been working on so many films lately. It is just crazy actually. On average I am getting about 2 hours of sleep a night, but I can't complain. This is what I want to do .

The cold makes me want to cuddle. And in turn makes me want to have someone to cuddle. But it is so easy to say you just want to cuddle.. I want to cuddle with someone special. It is such a good feeling.

Things I love during the winter:
Getting the warm spot in your bed - can't even move your leg, or it gets cold again
hats!
putting the heater in the car on your cold hands.
Fires
Hot coffee drinks in a mug, prefferably at metro looking at the lake.
the smell of winter
red noses
everyone being nice to eachother for one month during christmas time.
christmas carols!
handmaking christmas cards!
taking 30 minutes to wrap each present because I am so anal (while drinking coffee by a fire)
cuddles
ice storms
middle of the night snow
sleeping with the window open
scarves
lights :)
the new stars in the sky .....

there are so many things that are great about to winter. I used to hate it.. what was I thinking.

Right now, I am going to go back to writing my papers and listening to some amazing local artists. . .

I love art, and all of its forms... the creativity that is everywhere all the time ... sometimes I can feel it... surrounding me.

My mother.

This is a pictureo f my mommy... I am hosting in here so I can put it in a comment on myspace... hopefully...

Isn't she pretty?

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Recap

So Halloween was crazy...

I was a cowgirl. I did not partake in the showing of the breasts. But all of my friends did.. so it was ok...

It started thursday night, with the pitchfest. Which went great, Alison's script is strong, and I am excited to be a part of her project. There were drinks following at Opal Divines then I left the film crew for some music peeps. Saw Rachel Loy play, with Dave and Mike. Geoff came with, and we met Ali up there as well. Dave had a Friend named Blue in from Boston. he is hitchhiking across america. So cool. There was drunken fun downtown... blast.

Then friday was work, and more drinking partying fun. Got all dressed up to go out, and ended up staying at Dave's all night. We were all playing drinking games, and it was too fun to leave. I was not the asshole. Thank you very much.

Saturday was work, then partying it up. First was 205, because it is always a party over there.... then Billy's, where there are always more jello shots that ANYONE should be able to drink. Then I picked up the girls, and we went to Keefers. I ran into an old prof. Who said we should go hang out and drink... a little weird. Good times. Actually got to bed at a decent hour (for a sat. night) and used the extra hour for sleep :)

And Sunday was napping. Got off work, and napped. It was great. Then friends came over for pumpkin pie, which I did not have ready in time. And drinks. We watched desperate housewives (as is our sunday night tradition) and Grey's anatomy. I really like that show. I will have to schedule it in now.

Monday was work, we got in a cat fight, and used meredith's special effects to make it look real. Then I was shooting with CLarissa all night. It rained and it made me happy.

Tuesday was the dentsist. Which I HATE, but got through, and I performed my piece for acting class. I think it went well..

Overall... busy, but great couple of days.

Right now, I am cleaning, in between film shoots, and getting a little reading in while I am at it.
I jsut did my short in stop animation. SO we will see how it comes out.

byebye kiddos.