I am so busy. I am so busy that I can't think sometimes and when I find time to think, all I can think about is what I should be doing, or what needs to be done. It is incredibly tiring.
But, I dont think I could live any other way.
I have never been unbusy. Since I was born, there have always been things to do, dance, school, band, movies, exchange etc. I have never had time to think.
My feet always hurt, they throb constantly. I wish that would stop.
I do fear that one day, when I don't have a million things to do, I am going to freak out. I cry when I have half a day of free time.
I can't decide if I like my life or not. So many good things, so many bad. I guess I should stop wanting to like it, and just enjoy it, whatever it is.
easier said than done.
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