If you like Pina Coladas

Do you ever feel like you are never good at anything? I mean, that there are lots of things that you can do well, just nothing really great.

When it comes to creativity, I almost always have none. It is sad. I wish I could paint, and draw and write kick ass cool scripts like everyone else. I feel like the stupid kid in the corner with their finger up their nose.

I have been crying for like 4 days straight. No one knows. I have become queen of hiding it.
And I can't talk about it, because it just makes me more sad, or anxious or something. Talking about other people's problems are better.

I hate telling people about my life. I wish I was a happy person, and did not just have to pretend all the time.

You know what else.

My apartment smells bad, because the dishes have not been done, but I don't want to do them because none of them are mine. And that is sad.