I guess I can sleep when I am dead.....

So school ... is hard ... really hard this semester. But I can do it. Shit, If I can do good in school this semester, I don't think there is anything I can't do.

I have some really good friends.

I have started working out on a regular basis. I really need to get in better shape. I miss being hot.

I want a boyfriend. That is sad isn't it? I just don't think I am cut out for the dating scene. I like knowing that someone wants to be with me, and I like caring for and being with other people. But you know what they say, if you are looking, you will never find it. But I don't really know how to not look. I just want someone nice, that opens doors and lets me order first. A gentleman if you will. But I have to be able to talkto him... there is nothing worse than a surface relationship.

Now I sound desperate, I promise I am not. I have Andrea.. and she is all I need...... hehe

Things are a little stable now... bad things are happening that I won't really go into detail, but everyone is really upbeat and positive about them. It helps. Needless to say, I am worried about the people I love right now, but am sure that everything and everyone will be alright.

Until next time... here are some fun pics.... I spared you the one of my ass.... you will have to ask larissa for that one.